#obsessivecompulsivedisorder is the gift that keeps on giving, isn't it?

I started posting the videos on #scoopz as an experiment, and a hobby to put my thoughts somewhere as a creative #vlog.

Now I feel the need to post at least 2 rants a day, out of fear of losing my channel momentum, and the intrusive thoughts creep in if I attempt a break.

It's still fun, but this content creator shit is stressful now that I am about 100 followers from making ad revenue.

(The new) Marathon looks like the desires of boardroom investors going off what there metrics say is “trending” being developed by a desperate developer. And with needing to be bought by Sony I certainly would say Bungie certainly seems desperate. Can’t say it’s getting much excitement from me ..

At least another Sony game makes its way to Xbox as well!
#gaming #marathon #bungie #rant #sony

On the outside, I am making it to meetings, I am writing code and processing security reviews and making recommendations. I am getting groceries and getting the kid to skating lessons.

On the inside I am screaming, I am plotting and scheming. I am building better privacy and making plans to help protect my family. Then I am screaming some more.

Fundamentally law and order has not kept up with technology, allowing for parts of this to fall in place. The rest of this has been cruelty as distraction/deterrent/the point.

Even saying this makes me feel like I could be a target.

I hate when people call us rapists and pedophiles like I'm far grom it I hate children and I hate my penis and have dysphoria from just imagining myself having sex and those bigots make me sad because of them I'm scared to come out or start transitioning because I don't want to be accused of being that I just want to live my life as a butch lesbian, who is femme from time to time. .
#trans #rant #lgbtq

We are losing #knowledge, at an alarming rate.

You know those #postapocalyptic stories where machines are chugging along doing things, but the humans have no idea how they work anymore? Well, yeah, that'll be us.

Real World Example: When I ask the internet 'How can I do X on Linux/Windows?' what I DON'T want is endless 'Install tool/app/distro which does it for you' answers.

It's like no-one actually writes down the basic steps of anything anymore. We're doomed.

Trying to buy a house. Dancing around with my checkbook open. My realtor’s attitude seems to be “meh.”

We missed two houses already (one of them is my fault for not trying to drive it home) but the other was definitely her group’s. This *AWESOME* one of a kind house was for sale, and my dad was like “jeez it looks like a museum” which was exactly the vibe I loved about it.

Nope. Pending already by someone who is not us.

I’m in no mood for this.

In the parlance of contemporary #AusPol, #USpol and #UKpol it seems to me that there are now only two social classes, "the wealthy" (sometimes + "elites") and "the middle class".

I'm calling bullshit on this. It looks to me like a conscious effort to erase the poor. Say it, you chicken-shit politicians, say something about what you are doing to help the poor, or the not-members-of-working-families. What ever the actual fuck a "working family" is.

Here endeth the (quite a lot shorter than it could be) #rant.

If a Republican claims to be a Christian and, in my presence, proceeds to denigrate a Trans person (i.e., all Trans people), I will call you out for being the bigoted Christian Nationalist you are! I'm sick of this shit! Trans people are NOT a "problem" nor are their lives any of your fucking business! All human beings are the children of God and should be treated with dignity and respect. That's what I learned growing up in the church...sort of. I was in the Deep South during the 60s & 70s, so at least I learned the truth at home, but I digress. All people just want to live their lives, but Trans people, I guess, aren't people in the small minds of bigots. I will NOT stay silent when so-called Christians or anyone denigrates and says negative and unkind things about the Trans community. I will call your ass out no matter where we are because I have HAD IT!! STFU, leave Trans people alone, and get a life, preferably outside of MAGA. End rant. #Rant #FuckMaga #Sigh #SickOfBigotry #StandUpSpeakOut

I just figured out I live in #compton now.

It's ghetto as hell, and you might think that's awful.

However I am insane, and feel right at home, and it kinda reminds me of the neighborhood my high school sweet heart lived in, and I spent a lot of time.

Also didn't grow up in the best neighborhood myself.

It's a bit nutty.

But I'll be damned if I'm not having FUN.

It's really not that dangerous like sheltered white people think, just don't be stupid and you'll be fine!

I kinda ignored most of the #news and #trump craziness when I was in the hospital, and I went and had a look...

I am absolutely horrified.

I didn't even know where to start, so I talked about the 125% tariff China retaliated with.

Most of our cheap goods come from there, so it isn't gonna be the Dollar Tree anymore, it's gonna be the 5 Dollar Tree.

Also Trump supposedly took a cognitive test, then got stuck in a plane door... #lol

https://scoopzapp.com/n/10LUYIfW?ctype=native_video&nid=3960302971055&s=a7&pd=0LRF5CpA&hl=en_US&send_time=1744487070&actBtn=null

As much as I love racing and tech I feel like F1 is an embodiment of everything wrong with the world. Ridiculous bar for entry. Having races in parts of the world were the majority of people who live there can’t afford to go see. Clear gaps in ability on the grid itself due to money. Nearly impossible to enter sport.
#racing #sports #f1 #rant #inequality

My Cloudflare R2 has been blocked from LaLiga (Spain football league), is it even legal? https://lobste.rs/s/uetrpm #law #rant

Why do AI company logos look like buttholes?

https://velvetshark.com/ai-company-logos-that-look-like-buttholes

Discussions: https://discu.eu/q/https://velvetshark.com/ai-company-logos-that-look-like-buttholes

Yay!

I am leaving the hospital today finally.

Going to a new place is always scary for me though. I am going to a different, but similar facility to where I was staying before.

Hopefully it isn't a total mess, but I don't think anything could be worse than Soul Housing, which put me in the hospital.

Then I have a reference for more permanent housing later, just need to call even if it is awful.

My #health is MUCH better, that will be my shield no matter what happens.

Dear eBay search.

If I search "mSATA", it's because I'm looking for something in THAT form factor.

I don't mind that you show me converters from mSATA to other formats (2.5", PATA, etc), you weren't to know I was after the SSDs themselves.

But I DO object when you show me 2.5" and M.2 SSDs, as These Are Not The Same. They Do Not Fit. They Are Not Useful In The Space I Want To Use It In.

It is the year of our Dog two thousand twenty-five. if your PHP code generation tool isn't including native property, parameter, and return types, the code is bad. Full stop.

Why is it the language-agnostic formats for defining data models are either

1. Grossly over-engineered for one purpose
2. Grossly over-verbose
3. Both

Where's my clean, easy syntax for defining data classes that can be generated into *simple* PHP, JS, Kotlin, etc? Where's my DTO-maker format?

It never stops amazing me how out of proportion the American idea of a meal is.

Even in a hospital.

I feel bad as I hate wasting food, and hardly even go out anymore. But as an example of just what I got for breakfast today-

-Coffee w/sugar & cream
-OJ
-milk
-Oatmeal
-3 strips bacon
-giant pile of hashbrowns
-muffin
-eggs

Then it suddenly makes sense why 73% of Americans are obese or overweight.

I'd have been fine with black coffee, a small yogurt and granola.