Hi, I’m Andrea
I write from the intersection of memory, reading, neurodivergence, and what often feels like emotional overflow. I’m interested in the crossroads between migration, feminism, and mental health.
I come from other platforms hoping to find a gentler space here—to share books, ideas in progress, and reflections on living with BPD and OCD.
If any of this resonates with you, I’d love to connect
DAE have a horrendous sense of direction?
[P] It sickens me how much hiverarchians just obey capitalist megaparasites ("Buy lawn equipment. Use it. Buy more. Serve. Obey. Obey.") at the cost of nature, the friggin' daleks are a disease to nature, a poison. I mean, they see nature thriving and it's "disgusting," anyone or anything that isn't "fitting in" and serving LLM-like hiverarchy servitude prompts is "disgusting." A thinking mind is a "weed" to this noxiously unnatural invasion.
[P] "ERROR: Programmatic rules for green management not being observed and followed. SOLUTION: Utilise mowing to reduce tall grass to meet hiverarchy expectations. BEEP BOOP."
They never bothered to ask why, to wonder or query, to analyse or investigate, they just followed their programmatic prompt imperatives—just like LLMs. This is what separates neurodivergence from neurotypical hiverarchy—actual conscious thought.
Non-autistic people often would mistake my refusal to go somewhere or do something for a simple stubbornness or a phobia of some kind, and would try to pressure (sometimes in a ‘you must face your fear to overcome it’ way) me into doing it, and get angry when that either doesn’t work at all, or if I do that - I’d be “off” for quite a while - they think I’m doing so just out of spite.
But the thing is, it’s not that. That high-need autistic kid screaming at the top of their lungs, shaking, falling on the ground and pushing or even biting those trying to drug them somewhere - that’s me inside. I’m just masking that with trying to reason my way out, trying to present as a ‘functional adult’, but inside I just have that autistic block and am on the verge of a serious meltdown, and there always are reasons - my autistic reasons - why I refuse (like that bridge doesn’t look safe, I don’t do trespassing, I know that going to that place I would need to deal with so much stuff I’d not be able to maintain my mental health in functional limits etc) - it’s not ‘phobia’ or ‘spite’, it’s just a block - that may look like major overreaction to non-autists, but is actually orders of magnitude smaller outside, where they see it, than it’s inside.
Do you also have those blocks? Did you find any ways to communicate them successfully to non-autistic people without actually falling on the floor, screaming, biting or running away and hiding?
@actuallyautistic
#autism
#neurodivergence
To anyone unfortunate enough to have a conversation with me, I'm sorry
Pete Wharmby - Untypical
Accessible, first-hand account of growing up autistic without knowing it. Friendships, socialising, school, work, meltdowns, masking, special interests. Subtitled "How the world isn't built for autistic people and what we should all do about it". PW was a teacher for a while, and a strength of the book is its straightforward, practical ideas about making schools better for autistic kids. A useful book!
[P] The "inability" to fit in is merely an artifact of morality vs. mass impaired morality. One isn't too "morally rigid" to fit in, one objects to how immoral one has to be to fit in—and all the injustices one is meant to ignore as a codified aspect of that systemic immorality. A moral mind can't reconcile fitting in with hiverarchy alongside the injustices that hiverarchy eagerly and consistently permits and enables.
#psychology #morality #humans #neurodivergence
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[P] I'm 100 per cent sure that there's going to be a moment in the near future where neurotypical hiverwrchy will be faced with its own moral impairment and lack of moral agency—as fitting in and doing what the megaparasites of a hiverarchical structure want one to do is not moral. And that the "moral rigidity" of neurodivergents is simply not being morally impaired and having the capacity for moral agency—hence not fitting in.
#psychology #morality #humans #neurodivergence
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DEI doesn't just benefit employees belonging to marginalized groups. It helps the bottom line. By trashing DEI initiatives, companies are shooting themselves in the foot. You can do the right thing and *benefit* from it!
"According to Deloitte and others, neurodiverse teams bring 2.5 times the cash flow per employee, 28% higher revenue, 30% greater profit margins, and about double the net income compared to their competitors."
https://www.forbes.com/sites/mayarichard-craven/2025/05/28/adhd-in-the-c-suite/
@neurodivergence
@actuallyautistic
#Neurodiversity
#Neurodivergent
#Neurodivergence
#autism
#ADHD
#AuDHD
#DEI
#Diversity
Sometimes I feel like a broken record when #writing about #neurodivergence
But re-processing my past through the lens of #Autism #AuDHD #ADHD has brought validation & compassion—where before was self-gaslighting & abuse
So, at the risk of repetition, I'll err on the side of talking about it too much. Because we NEED our realities spoken
Especially at a time when our entire right to exist is under attack
Full thought: https://fromemily.com/feedbackless-feed/#May-29-2025-10-17-AM
OPEN Foundation hosted me and my esteemed colleague Dr. Alicia Danforth for a conversation on autism and psychedelics. Here's the video!
#psychedelics #psychedelictherapy #psychedelicresearch #autism #autistic #neurodiversity #neurodivergence #psychology #therapy #consciousness #cognition #transformation #humanpotential #neuroqueer
@hosford42 @elight @actuallyautistic @neurodivergence
Lovely!
Just repost this with hashtags.
My husband said it sounds like it will be a sh*t ton of work.
Great to see your get up and go. I'm about to peter out. I suggest the following.
#neurodivergent #neurodivergence #opensource #developersWanted #scheduling #adhd #autistic
ADD #openSecretary as a project tag.
"The dominant cultural lens often frames disability as a burden rather than recognizing the true issue – the barriers we face."