After 20 some odd years of marriage, I have to finally say it like it is: My spouse is a wet blanket. A party pooper. Peevish. And very stuck in their ways.
I’m pretty bummed about it.
Truly having a hard time with my spouse. Sometimes I feel so tense in their presence. They have #GAD / #GeneralAnxietyDisorder and #OCD and they regularly introduce so much stress into mundane daily life. Life shouldn’t feel so hard. Life actually isn’t so hard.
I feel a lot of grief about how unnecessarily negative our daily life is.